I ask for forgiveness to anyone that got confused by me somehow.
I follow my mind when I should have feelings.
And my feelings is all that exists when I should follow my mind.
I got this one mind over matter.
I got this all over feelings.
I feel betrayed by some people, but that’s cuz’ I expected something from them.
I should stop trusting.
I should start thinking.
But there I go, blindly trusting again.
My mind is always telling me that something’s wrong.
But there I go following my stupid feelings.
My friend says not always people will say what they think, and that it doesn’t mean they do not love you.
But my mind has a difficult time understanding different types of love.
But then my heart keeps of trusting.
I don’t know if I’ll survive this war.
Battle after battle, my soul gets tired.
Battle after battle, I’ll be losing myself.
Battle after battle, my heart won’t take it one day.
I wish I could rip it off my chest.
Live by the reason.
Feel by the thoughts.
Love by the vibes.
And cry for the loss.